the first hallos. the last goodbyes. i can hear myself pitying them in one corner. today's mr leow's last day in our school. still recalled asking him to treat us to Milos during his first week in the school. which is just the fourth day of term3. time flies. it really does. he willingly agreed and bought 7 packets including 1 for himself. it's an immense loss to the school for losing such a great teacher like him. heart aches. haha[flat tone]. theres nothing we can stop this from happening. i really wish that he comes back in the time to come. maybe when we in sec 2 or 3? maybe. maybe. everything's just a maybe.

i dont wanna pull a long face to this anymore. its time to get on with life and do everything that i am supposed to accomplish.

i'm dozing off to sweet dreams soon. *slaps myself. hey, got to do my HMT essay. thats all for the time being.

i hate/love today... and i wonder how and i wonder why.

show me the meaning of being lonely.