had mother tongue oral after school today. and goddammit my chinese was damn atrocious!!! i'm kinda fed up. especially the conversation part. my topic was,"should students be allowed to dye their hair?"

firstly, my topic was the hardest one amongst the rest. and secondly, the teacher dont even grant me a few minutes, or maybe less than a minute to think about what i'm gonna talk. when i requested for extra time, she bluntly said,"you are not allowed to do so for the o levels."

damn you. why was marven given extra time and i wasnt? that just aint fair. following whcih, she repeated the question again. damn, i was at a loss for words. as my vocab of chinese aint that good, i kept stopping and the teacher had to continue my sentence.

i was like,"walao, how to translate this english word into chinese?!!"

but then it's no use whining over here now. gotta focus on tomorrow's normal chinese paper.

and yea, the school did not keep their word that higher mother tongue students can choose not to take normal chinese. so in the end, we still have to do so. its so not efficient in carrying out their initial promise. two days to study normal chinese notes. and i havent touched the book since term 3. damn.