Choices, Life and Everything

Living through everything is just like a going through a trance. I find myself, everyday, hoping against hope that the day will start off and end off well. I'm always going about things the usual way, under the pretext of normality, being happy and no other stuff except carrying myself well. It's just so damn tough. Because I'm so conscious of how I behave on the outside that I realised I neglected how I should counter all the problems i'm really facing.

And it seems like misunderstandings have somehow become a part of every day's living. I woke up early this morning, all set to go to school and there again, something between my aunt and I popped and we started to wrangle. And of course I felt miffed with her. But decided to not prolong the argument lest things go out of hand. To be frank, I've never won any spats with my family.

School was better. Last day of the Common Test which ends with the Home Eco paper. Great enough. Term's nearly up which means September holidays is on the horizon. It's gonna be a busy holiday week cuz i'm supposed to go for this Outdoors Adventure Silver camp which lasts for like 2 days. And another day of camp with some SPI people coming to the school. I'm supposed to have 2 camps but it seems my schedules are all clashed so I'm attending a day plus a day camp. And which finally means I've only got 2 days off from the week-long break.

Gotta stop here and go finish up on my higher mother tongue essay. I'll end the day with some light reading or something near to that. Movies?

Time Crisis. It won't hurt to stay. I swear.