-Uneventful- Sports Day

There weren't any casualties today. Everything was staged smoothly. But, damn, the cold water was splashed during the CCA relay race. Before the start of the race, I ran over the entire stadium badgering people to join. I made 2-3 rounds before anyone agreed and we found enough runners. Worse thing was, I was the first runner. Slow coach. First thing to grumble about is my reaction time. I must admit, pressure on first runner is trememdously high because I'm not used to squatting down in that starting position. I don't have that tendency to lift myself up naturally after having been on such a position. Ah, whatever it is, it's only a silly excuse lar. Coudl have done soooo much better. Reaction time and all are just excuses. Feels so disgraceful. Never mind since it's all over. Thanks for one comforting thing Cheryl said,"you're more of a long-distance runner." and Amelia's "People won't remember you. I didn't even notice you run." HAHAHAH. Thank god the team of combined contemporary dance members and NCC guys group was behind us. Of which Cheryl's also running - the third runner. Should have heeded Cheryl's advice to insist on being the 3rd runnner. Cuz 3rd runners mostly consists of my friends. Shit. But my friend doesn't wanna switch so I got to take on the title of 1st runner.

Had a talk with Mr Teo regarding some NDP stuffs earlier. He says that there's always some stepback that hinders me from getting what I want, or want to achieve. One thing is that each time I successfully climb up a step, I would hesitate about moving on, thinking that it's impossible for me to do it. But I thought it's all simply... I don't know?

I'm confident, but not that confident. Why do I feel like I'm such a let-down? Need to get this all over me.

THIS IS FOR ME xDDD ^_^ ((((-=!