had band practice yesterday. frankly saying, my heart was not with the practice in the first half of the day so i requested to go outside and learn on my own. at 4.15pm, every members kept their instruments away and headed to the second floor for footdrill practice. it was quite fun. thats the one part that i love most! the drills we did include those that needed us to hold up our instrument, the correct way to handle it while marching and all that kind of stuffies! at about 5, we were asked to fall out and assembled in the band room to fall in again and thats all for thae day's practice. phew. i was dead tired. after reaching home, i bathed, ate dinner, checked mail, listened to a bit of music then went into a deep, sound sleep. woke up at arounf 11.50pm, again checked mail and phone for new messages and dozed off to dreamland again. so after that i woke up and here i am. havent yet brushed my teeth. HAHA. =) do that LATER!

yesterday during mdm fauziah's lesson she kept nagging at us for our performance in the rehearsal of the drama. said we were incooperative and all that kind of things you would expect us to think its "touching". she then gave us two options. to either opt out for the whole programme and let the other class staged it out or to continue, if thats the case, she wants us to remember all the lines by Monday and act it out without the director or stage managers' help. thank goodness i'm not an actor. nor actress though. i told athirah,"why dont we toss a coin and decide whether to go ahead with the plan?" she agreed so toss i did. answer was a YEs. actually, i dont give a damn about whether the production is a success or a flop. or i dont even care about whether we SHOULD continue or not. it depends on the teacher and HODs. if they feel like it, then we will willingly participate and dont feel a grudge towards it. but if they dont want us to perform, then lets get back to normal classes and not waste our fugging time having to prepare all the props, remember all the lines and whatsoever hectic stuff. aint that better? but if we see our performance a success on the stage, it would definitely be one glorious moment. thats all i have got to say for this topic.

-why, what, how-
|the questions bugging me for the time being|
it has been a week.
it has been ALMOST A MONTH.
i dont know.
tell me why.
tell me what.
and tell me how.

still its `foUrTEen!#14
and my tWentySix!#26