My Opprobious Behavior

I feel so lousy. I should have known actually. Anyway, the morning was fine. There was drama classes accompanied by a check-up on our performance. Chinese Oral was conducted in the afternoon. And not forgetting, there was the collection of report books too.

Everything started going wrong towards the end of the day, after the subject combination talk, however. Was chafed at by this teacher, whom I'll call Teacher A over here. It was basically over my selfishness and irresponsibility. So I told Teacher A that I ain't free and all that sort of stuff. I'm not sure why, but maybe it's due to all the last-minute rush that teacher A then was feeling really frustrated and piqued and hence, railed at me and seemed to misinterpret my statement. Said I hadn't been attending rehearsals and all that kind of things you'd expect to hear in a dressing down. Why the hell man, I'm informed of everything at the very last moment and now I get blamed for all this crap. When all else was falling out of place, disorganised, I tried my best to put things right again and again. Yes, I do admit that I'm being very self-centred when I left very suddenly without a word. It's kind of evident that I was sad. Sad for being so impolite and taking my leave and most of all, sad for my overall conduct. But that's not the main thing I wanna gripe about. This teacher A then began to spat all the harsh remarks at me. I wanted to explain myself, but I guess no matter what I say, it will just be some kind of meaningless statement to you so long as I'm STILL gonna strut off away. I think I landed this friend of mine, Z, in a very binding spot. This afternoon, Z apologises for not carrying out his duties and stuff. I just brushed him off, thinking it's nothing. In the end, I left Z alone to see to this evening's event. I should be the one who feels sorry. For leaving him stranded and having to bear with any scoldings from teacher A, should there be any. I ought to be ashamed of myself. But in the wave of fury, I just wanted to get myself out of the school compounds as soon as possible, and thus, Z's the only one pulling the strings behind everything. But if given a chance, I'll still be offering all of you guys a 'sorry'. I'm calling it quits because I'm stupid. Stupid to get angry over that slight remark of teacher A, to be in a helpless state at that time.

Misunderstood.

Other than this, the day's relatively good. =DDD