English paper was god damn weighty today. I kind of screwed it up. No use stewing over it and getting haywired now. But... it is such a pity. I can still feel the PINCH & HEARTACHE. ahah. I can only hope, hope and hope.

After the exams were over, we were supposed to go for some extra science lessons and sit for a re-test. Classes were dragged till 3+ pm. Following which we headed over to Hougang Mall with a lot of other people with the agenda of ''celebrating'' ken's birthday. But turns out that we spilt into different groups and went about doing whatever things we wanted.

Ate chocolate sundae at macdonalds while amelia, kelly and melissa chewed on those damn it stick fries. cheryl and the others went to play pool and blah. oh yea, speaking of which, i seem to be spotting melissa tan around hougang mall these days! what a small small world. (-=

damn it, there's scrabble with st patrick's tomorrow and i don't feel like going. scrabble's session is made more ''fun'' yesterday when jasmine and i lined the tiles into domino form and ended up getting a thrashing by mrs khoo.

I feel as though I'm mired in a deep malaise. but, haha.

=>

I can't sign on to MSN. Damn. And I've just finished my science revision and now I gonna go catch a good night sleep.

Chill. English paper is tomorrow and I'm pinning high hopes on it.

A premonition or....? Ah, one day the truth will dawn upon me. my muscles on the left leg have contracted and i'm having a terrible cramp whole day long. It is a strain.

Nights.

=D

if you got it, flaunt it

Sis's out working till the evening and will be going out partying at night. Now, I guess that's an extrovert's life? wild wild party animal is kinda cool. and one thing : extroverts are seducing. =D

Anyway, I was talking to Raist last night and we mentioned about some extrovert and introvert thingy and how much i want to be an extrovert. damn. below is a scenario of how an introvert and extrovert differs. eh, no, just the extrovert. haha.

This extrovert enters a room. Specially reserved for some night partying and all. He doesn't know a single soul around him. easy. next thing to do will be to chat someone up and take over party area with their eloquence and interaction skills. ;p

i shan't say much about the introvert though... really, i shall save my comments for myself. lol! okay, but i'll just say, an extreme introvert in this world has got a lot to lose. so never never put oneself down so much. it's alright to shuffle between being introverted and extroverted though. ^^

and yea, I'll be going over to orchard later in the day with amelia and maybe cheryl. i think i'll be going over to heeren's new urban male outlet to see whether they have some new bag designs with nice texture. or maybe far east plaza? anyway, they are within walking distance, so i'll going to both places then! (=

One fine day, I found out that I'm a...

I must admit, I'm the world's most fucking idiotic moron. I'm an asshole jerk. Ahahahas. If I were to find someone who possesses the same mindset and sickening doings as me, I'd hate them for sure. But so far, I'm the only one.

Really, I'm an idiotic fool.

I'm sorry but I can't help myself from dozing off to sleep every time. I can't stand it anymore myself too..... damn damn damn damn.

caffeine doesn't help. i..............................................................................................................................................................

=( sorrysorrysorry.

This week has come off pretty awfully. Many grouses than the usual and yes, god damn it. Anyway, I fell onto the floor flat the moment I got out of bed yesterday and sprained my toes in the drowsy state. Such luck.

I had a tiff with sis in the afternoon for accidentally tripping her. An argument ensued and yes, she has the final say. rofl. The third ironic thing was between sis and me again. So she was putting her make-up and left some of her cosmetic products on the bed where I was lying on and again, my legs were fidgeting about and it just so happened that my feet landed on her cosmetic products. Had the second row again. I guess she doesn't want to talk to me until tonight when she comes back from work. Kinda stupid, isn't it? Fancy wasting your time on earth getting annoyed with someone like me who doesn't seem to care a hook about whether others are happy or not so long as I am. Frankly speaking, I don't see the need for us to quarrel. Hahahahas, sis has a short fuse so i can empathise. (=

The tide will recede but what has the world come to?

The only stupid question is the one that is not asked.

I've been fiddling around with my Rubik's Cube for quite some time now. Since last week. And I haven't figured out how to put them back into one piece. LOL. Imagine someone like me playing with the Rubik's Cube like a three-year-old toddler sucking the pacifier.

Somewhat or rather, I find playing with the Rubik's Cube a worthwhile time spent. =D Partly because of the many hidden messages it is trying to convey, or so I perceive. LOL. The guy in the Pursuit Of Happyness clinched the Stockbroker position because of the Rubik's Cube. Haha. And now here I am, cracking my brain and exploring the many options and ways I should go about turning the -looks-so-simple-but-complicating- so called child's play. My problems dissolve once I start playing with the Rubik's Cube. ^^

Sometimes I wonder whether I would be able to get the same colours on each side of the 6 surfaces cube by the time I die. Anyway, speaking of dying, I read in the news today that due to global warming, most people around the continents will die because of drought, floods and the harsh climatic conditions by 2050.

2050-2007 = 43

14 years of age + 43 more years works out to 57 years old in total. That is if I die from the above cited ironic reasons. Touchwood. And I hope not.

Cuz like Alex says,"I don't want to die so young!"

Ah, I'm lame. >.<

Back to my Rubik's Cube play.

Anpanman is my latest hero! I saw the handphone strap of the figurine at CoolMax in Marina Square when I went for the movie The Number 23 with Melissa yesterday and it just so happened that I bumped into another ANPANMAN toy today!

I have set my sights on the Anpanman figurine! My childhood favourite cartoon
character!

Anpanman, I'll go get you when I'm free. ^^

The world's so sad. But I'm apathetic.

Today starts out as a typical day. Firstly, I want to thank Alvin Ang for getting me the Freedom and Zaku gundam yesterday and spending your weekends constructing it.

Lessons were the usual. Pretty draining but bearable. This morning, especially, was really hilarious. So we headed up to the IT lab for some thingy and again, A.A introduced the Zidane Head Butt game to me. I scored the highest! 4840 RED CARDS! Heehee! ^^

Boonjun, Melissa and Kenneth gave it a shot themselves too. Perhaps I possess some magical powers and thus the wonderful turn-out of the results! LOL. AngSiang and Cheryl said I was able to get such a high score cuz of my violent vengeance which is simply and absolutely too ludicrous. >.< I think I might be the Zidane's daughter. rofl =D

Stayed back in school for the Datalogger workshop and the speech day rehearsal before heading for home and taking an hour's sleep. Might have to give the NAPFA test a miss tomorrow cuz speech day again. goddammit. Looks like I gotta fight my way out in a bid to go for my the NAPFA tomorrow. Anyway, I'd prefer that.

I sure hope this week goes by fast so I would be able to tuck in to bed soundly in future. (=

Do something. Anything. Because anything could mean the world.

"If you should kill someone's husband in battle, then his wife will despise you for that. And if you were to kill someone's son, then his mother will hate you for that as well. . . Because if someone were to take your life, I would hate them with all my heart."
(Gundam SEED, PHASE-29 "The Turning Point")

Everyone seems to be so concerned about the question of truth. But why? Why are people always concerned with it? Is the truth always right, and the false always wrong?"
(Gundam SEED Destiny, PHASE-44 "Two Lacus")

"Men have the ability to be touched, so just cry if you want to."
(Gundam SEED, PHASE-46 "A Place for the Soul")

"If you don't trust your enemy, then don't lower your gun"
(Gundam SEED,OVA")

"Why torment yourself saying, 'Eventually, someday?' How long have you been fighting with your thoughts clouded by that brand of sweet poison?"
(Gundam SEED, FINAL-PHASE "To an Endless Future")

"Even if it's a trap, you got to trigger it to know what's going on."
(Gundam SEED Destiny, PHASE-30 "Instant Dream")