Am I Bird-dogging?

"No, I'm not one of those predatory jerks who feel no guilt, I tell myself. But then I hear another louder voice in my head — the one that tells me I'm a tool."

Let's ROLL!

Was chilling out with a friend over at the BITC. Great music there, hahah. And guess what, they were playing all those old classic songs, which I happened to know about 80% of them all. Can't remember all the songs that were played but I do remember a few.

1. How Deep Is Your Love - Bee Gees
2. Rock With You
3. A lil' bit of this, a lil' bit of that (can't remember the title, but yeah, this is part of the song's lyrics)
4. I'll Make Love To You
5. Michael Buble - I'm Your Man, etc
6. Frank Sinatra
7. Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith version

Geez, and she was laughing at the fact that a 16-year-old like me know the songs here that only people in their late 20s or 30s do.

"That should add 10 years to your age," she said. She's 28.

I'm not sure if that should be taken as a compliment or wild remark. Hahaha. But yes, I'm more in tune with old songs like that compared to the type of music people in my generation should listen to. I can easily croon the songs effortlessly, without forgetting a single part of the lyrics. LOL. There're days when I wonder why I'm not born 10 years earlier, life will be much more delightful for me because throughout the course of this period, I found out that I do talk better with adults. Hahaha. Or rather, I've lots of things to share with them and common interests.

Hate the times when I have to pretend to be someone I'm not... just to make myself relevant to people of my age group. Hahahahahaha. So if you hear me listening to Lady Gaga or watching HSM, it's not because I like her songs or the show, it's because I HAVE to... because I'm 16! And yes, partly because most of my friends are also teens.

Now do you believe I'm 16? Or am I just trapped in the body of a 16-year-old?

Whatever Kinda Day

Finally, I'm back on again. Don't know what this post will be like so I'll just do it free-style.

Started off the week with a stayover at Melissa's place with the usual friends. Had good, awesome fun. Can't be better. Spent the night watching movies, playing Monopoly, crapping and a hellava sleep. Hahahah.

After which was the collection of results. Got nine points, which was fairly decent, but still not enough to get into my desired TJC. Bonus points will get me a place there, but still don't wanna use it for something like that. And I thought, how close I was to getting a 2-digit score, hahah. Well, close shave! Been a weird day, yesterday I mean. Wasn't really sure if I felt excited or down. Neutral will be the right word to use. Walked around the hall with friends for a while, saw some old buddies. There are sad cases, but definitely some upbeat ones. Ah, well, I don't know.

Stand strong you guys. Hit the world with our asses... hard.

Bro's Big 21st

Ok, some forewords for this guy who turned 21 today:

Happy Birthday, of course. I'm really glad you chose to spend the day doing some voluntary work. I hope it opens the doors to a newer and better world for you. You see, I've always wanted to join a humanitarian organization when I grow up and I'm pretty near that goal now. But it really enlightens me to see someone close to me willing to sacrifice some extra time to contribute to society in a meaningful way. If you like it and are of the idea, I'd truly hope we can set up a help team in the future and strive to help those who need our assistance and concern. I've exactly no idea why I'm sounding so serious and formal here but maybe, it's because that's the only dream I've only been true to all these years I've lived on earth. If there's only one thing I could do in this world, it'd be this: humanitarian work. Other things on earth seem pretty boring and mundane to me, besides some other activities, hahah. And if you ever want to join NUH friends and help out in the hospital, tell me, we'd go together. LOL. Finally, dearest bro, I hope life has in store for you some pleasant surprises in your adult years. Let's continue to laugh like lamers and joke like the biggest idiots on this planet!

And to my friends. I know most of you have wondering why I'm frequently out of town and are frustrated that it's sooo tough to look me up. Hahah, my cell's been flooded with lots of messages asking me where in the world I'm at. Primary school or secondary school friends alike, I just got too many activities to attend to for no reason these days. Sorry if I can't fulfill my dates with you all. Will make it up to you guys next time. Maybe you people can gimme a hard slap on the face or something like that, I don't mind.

Lastly, the latest instalment in my life. I just got to know a new friend. She's a respiratory therapist who's currently based in the Middle East. It's none of anyone's concern here but I'd just like to say it's the first time I've met someone who connects with me so well on the same level and someone who's nice to chill out with. Hope she can squeeze some time out of her busy schedule so we can do a little catching up.

Happy belated new year to all my beloved friends and family. I'll love you guys more in 2010, promise. HAHAH.