Paralysed By Nerves!

O levels Chinese is round the corner and I am getting all tensed about it. Damn. B4 for the common test paper is a real hit to the morale. Especially when O's chinese is just two and a half months down the road. I come home everyday feeling very weighed down because of this struggle with Chinese. I know my HMT teacher is worried about my progress so she initiated for extra lessons just to polish my Chinese. Thanks for being concerned! Talked to my teacher yesterday about the paper. She told me to do more mock papers right now. So I asked,"What if during the O levels, I won't be able to produce good results?"

"At least you'd tried. There's always this tiny thread of hope you can hang on to."

Thanks for the consolation and encouragement. I would try, so long as there is a chance, and as long as the results have not yet been released, to snag an A. Maybe this is my only way of repaying the teacher's dedication. But I don't know, every time I do Chinese papers, my scores are always fluctuating. Then in comes the uncertainty about my grasp of the language.

Anyway, just came back from Physics session with Mr Lee. Starting on sec 4's topics right now to gear ourselves up for the O levels next year and the olympiad. Lots of school events on the list and I feel like relieving myself of all the activities and just concentrate on bagging that A in the O level this year.

Like what Mummy says,"See, even your teacher is worried about your Chinese grades. You should be thankful."

Cuz at the end of the day, I don't wanna feel defeated and make myself look like the biggest moron, ever.

A tick back to old times

Decided to revert back to my former skin. I found it under my documents and I have got to be over the moon to know that I actually saved the codes in the past. I think it now exudes a wholesome and cooler image. HAHA! This skin beholds beautiful memories. Especially with Anpanman, one of my favourite anime characters besides Prince of Tennis and Naruto.





Mada Mada Dane!

Byes.

Moments of Glory!

8 August 2008! The school fest was a blast. Not including having to man the stalls and preparing the stuff of course. I had to recruit the help of TWO CCAs! Firstly, I need water to dilute the glass jelly. It was a chore to fill up the big pail of water directly from the water cooler. Nor would it be a good idea to divert water supply from tap using a hose because I fear I would hear outbreaks of stomach upset. So I went to get the key for RedCross room simply to grab as many 1.5 litres bottles as possible for refilling. Next, I didn't carry a knife for cutting the grass jelly and only had the ladle with me, so netball people came to my aid. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO ASSISTED.

Wanted to ask around and see who wanted to go group studying today, after I reached home. But then again, I was feeling too haggard to want to leave my house. Alex and Angsiang messaged to ask if I was interested to have a studying session today. But unfortunately, I was always sleeping soundly in my bed when the messages came. Next I wouldn't want to go because I am just too enervated for anything. See, my energy level has dipped to rock bottom and going out would only make me feel like a zombie walking on the streets.

The second piece of good news (which gives you more reasons to revel in the festivities today) is that today is the Opening Ceremony of the Beijing Olympics 2008! Ok, I know that isn't really any fantastic news because it doesn't really involve us but, it's still a great news and the ceremony's taking place at 8.08pm tonight! As far as I know, our timezone is the same as in Beijing. I think so, you can check it out if you want. So you can tune in to the TV for the telecast of the event.

Byes.